और ख्वाब...?

और रात जाने क्यूँ खड़ी है खिड़की में?
शायद नाराज है या शरमाती है अन्दर आने में.........
नींद भी दस्तक तो देना चाहती है पलकों पे,
बस खुली आँखों में उतरना इसकी फितरत नहीं........
और ख्वाब?
वो तो सभी तुम्हारे थे.....
अब तुम नहीं तो ख्वाब कहाँ?


आज की शब् तुम्हारे सिवा सभी कुछ अपनी जगह पर है....
पर थोडा कुछ कम होने से कितना कुछ कम लगता है.........




I read it from somewhere, actually don't know from where...but willingly want to post it. So enjoy...

6 PM... :) Lessons learned :(

I read it before, but I think this is the perfect time to deliver it-

             

"Never make anybody a priority in your life, 

        when you are just an option for them..."

Easier said than done. Such little to smile about. 
I won't be short-tempered but how to stop myself to be little crazy :)

Feelings,they are so irrational, mostly a mad gush of chemicals making you crazy. Making me fight to keep them beneath the surface. Yeah, of course; making me fight. 

I don't know about limits, reasons I don't need. I'm but a slave of love.
&
you hurt me at maximum impact.
but I am thinking of you because- 'how much life owes us, in Love Debt.'
 

Thought !

This is the smallest post for the season. Sorry about discontinuity. This is the impact of Gulzar. I was just tweeting & the result is it. I think you'll feel Gulzar in it definitely & even it is unbelievable that I framed it.


"कल मौसम की रंगत कुछ और ही थी,
        और आज देखो, इतना तल्ख़ हुए जा रहा है,
                      लगता है इसने भी कभी इश्क़ किया था |"


Dedicated to the weather of 22nd Feb.
Say how's it? 

Gulzar & me...(version-2)

"दिल की वादी में चाहत का मौसम है और यादों की डालियों पर अनगिनत बीते लम्हों की कलियाँ महकने लगी है | अनकही-अनसुनी आरज़ू, आधी सोयी हुई, आधी जागी हुई...आँखें मूँद के देखती है...ज़िन्दगी | ज़िन्दगी जिसके पहलु में मोहब्बत भी है, तो हसरत भी है, पास आना भी है, दूर जाना भी है | वक़्त बहता है झरने सा यह कहता हुआ ... दिल की वादी में चाहत का मौसम है ......."

आज फिर इस चाहत को गुलज़ार कर रहा हूँ गुलज़ार के साथ...

     "याद है इक दिन...
      मेरे मेज़ पे बैठे-बैठे
      सिगरेट की डिबिया पे तुम ने
      छोटे से इक पौधे का
      एक स्केच  बनाया था
      आ कर देखो-
      उस पौधे पर फूल आया है !!'

 

Gulzar will come back again...
wait for next posts...Bbye for now !

Gulzar & me...(version-1)

Now I am from Gulzar's side, giving time to his wonders (I am saying 'wonders' because he does miracles with his creations). I want to share something which I like the most. The very first in a row is here...

Love you Gulzar... :)

और अचानक ...
तेज हवा के झोंके ने कमरे में आकर
हलचल कर दी ...
पर्दे ने लहरा के मेज़ पे रखी ढेर-सी कांच की
चीज़ें उलटी कर दी ...
फडफड करके इक किताब ने जल्दी से मुंह
ढांप लिया ...
इक दवात ने गोता खा के,
सामने रखे जितने कोरे कागज़ थे सबको रंग दिया
दीवारों पे लटकी तस्वीरों ने भी हैरत से
गर्दन तिरछी करके देखा तुमको...

फिर से आना ऐसे ही तुम
और भर जाना रंग फिर से इस कमरे में !

                                                    - गुलज़ार


(more in next posts...)

your presence makes the world sooo different !!!

जब किसी की आँखें तुम्हारे लिए आतुरता से भरती हैं,

कोई आँख तुम्हें ऐसे देखती है कि तुम पर सब न्यौछावर कर दे,

किसी आँख में तुम ऐसी झलक देखते हो कि...

तुम्हारे बिना उस आँख के भीतर छिपा हुआ जीवन वीरान हो जायेगा 

सिर्फ वीरानी...

तुम ही हरियाली हो, तुम ही हो वर्षा के मेघ, 

तुम्हारे बिना सब फूल सूख जायेंगे,

तुम्हारे बिना बस....

बस...

  रेगिस्तान रह जायेगा.... 

जब किसी कि आँख में तुम जीवन कि ऐसी गरिमा देखते हो,

तब पहली बार तुम्हें पता चलता है कि तुम, हाँ तुम... 

सार्थक हो; सप्रयोजन हो ...!!!    

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1Wl7CRh_vo

Mine letter for me !!!

Dear Ashu,

I am trying to write you this letter since last year but I think this letter is getting it's right time to deliver now.
Here are some points for you to think about.

"If You Love Sum1 Then Remember...... Very often when we meet sum1, he or she belongs to sum1 else..... Its so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truely love will always be an expectation/exception!!!! There would come a time when we have to stop loving sum1 not bcoz that person started hating us but bcoz we find that they'd be happy if we let them go. You will know you really love sum1 when u want him/her to be happy even if their happiness means you're not a part of it!!!! If sum1 comes into your life and becomes a part of you, but for some reasons he/she couldn't stay... DONT CRY TOO MUCH!!!!! Just be glad your paths crossed and somehow he/she made you happy even for a while. There are a few things that we never want to let go; Some people you never want to leave behind; But keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world but rather it is the BEGINNING OF A NEW LIFE!!!! Just bcoz sum1 doesn't love you the way you want him or her to doesn't mean they don't love you... REMEMBER.... The best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need for each other. Giving sum1 all your love is not an assurance that he or she will love you back... Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his or her heart. If it doesn't, be content it grows in you. It takes a minute to have a crush on sum1.... An hour to like sum1.... A day to fall in love with sum1.... But it takes a lifetime to forget sum1 you have grown to love!!!! And finally REMEMBER.... Love is rather complicated, but i'll tell u this, "THE SECOND YOU ARE WILLING TO MAKE YOURSELF MISERABLE TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY... THAT'S LOVE!!!!"

                                                                                                                               yours loving

                                                                                                                               Ashu